Dear God,
Why does it have to hurt so Damn much? Why can't women who want children have children? Why do women who take crack cocaine have 4? Why do women get sick when they are pregnant? Isn't childbearing supposed to be a blessing? Why is it so hard to find a mate? Why, for the love of all that is holy, does my child not want to nurse? Why is that something that is such a struggle? It should be so natural. Why is there this ache in my heart? Why do I feel so alone? It hurts... I know my brain understands and knows that it will all be okay, but God, my heart hurts! It's ripping me in two. Can someone please just come and take the pain away?
Sincerely,
Me
(today it hurts and probably tomorrow, and the next day. eventually all will be well in the world, but for today it hurts.)
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