Monday, July 21, 2008

Not Needed

I no longer feel needed by a wonderful friend. It pisses me off. I feel hurt, and lost and alone without her. I want to write a novel about what change takes from us, but the right words don't seem to be coming, which means to me the less the better, so change took me being needed.

I think I am mad at change.

I know change is good, but really.... do you have to take away a persons sense of belonging? Sense of feeling needed?

Really.

How rude.

I want things to go back to me needing her and her needing me.

That sounds weird.

How rude.

3 comments:

Eve said...

I need you. You're wonderful. I wish I was there.

(sigh.)

Miss Heather said...

I need you too. I hope I'm not the one you're writing about. I do need you and I think of you often. And I didn't know you had a blog so I'm super excited to add you to my list!!

The Dance Source said...

I've heard through the "grapevine" That Rawlins is not one of your favorite places...:)It has an off kind of small town charm I guess not very many people appreciate. But there are two people inperticular that think you and your family really brighten it up! We definetly need you!