Family

Family is like fish, after three days they start to stink, or in my case after 10 mins you want to punch them in the face.

Maybe I might be a tad emotional because I'm pregnant and hormonal and all, but seriously, there are some real jackasses in the family. Jackasses, meaning truly their butt must be made of gold because no one else in the world can do what they can do, work as hard as they work, and be as perfect as them....

Barf...

I don't know that I would even be able to explain why I feel this way because there are so many experiences that have brought me to this conclusion.

Now to the universe I say (because I'm not sure I should say specifically who this goes to) I don't care if you feel like you can treat your wife like a doormat, get her pregnant, and not change a diaper because you, 'the man' are better than that. I don't care that you choose to wake up at 4:00 in the morning and work until 10:00 at night, when it was not required, and something YOU chose to do. And, if I get that look, oh yes, that one where you look down upon me because I love my husband, and I want to see him, and I want to be married to him, and he wants to be married to me, and he wants to play with his kids, and he is not going to work 24 hours a day just because you want him to, or you think he should, you look at me like that one more time and seriously I'll jab your eyeballs out! (not to mention the fact that I did live without my husband for 3 years with 3 young kids, and I did it! By myself, something that YOU would never be able to do)

And, I mean really, last time I checked there was already a God and his name does not even resemble yours. It doesn't even start with the same letter....

And, just because you have the time to spend doing things that the rest of the family can't, doesn't mean you deserve more, or you're better than the rest of us, it simply means you have the time, oh, and need I remind you that once again YOU are making the choice to do these things. You don't get to complain about it, or if you are complaining be prepared to hear it from me, because dammit, I'm sick of it! Sick!!!!

Now, on a much better, happier note... I saw New Moon and loved every min of it. The directing was so much better, the cinematography and the CGI was amazing. It was loads better than Twilight! Last Thursday my friends and I had a party gearing up for New Moon and we watched Twilight, and the behind the scenes of Twilight! The director... oy... she should not have been hired... anyway, her voice was horrible and she really bugged me, and if you have a chance to watch her talk, I swear to you she wants to make love to the camera....but enough of that, I was trying to be happier....

The New Moon director, on the other hand, actually produced and delivered what I had created in my mind. It was done well. I was satisfied and I will most likely see that movie again. (I know, Heather, it's okay that you don't like it.... I accept all my friends, even the weird ones ;). But really, it was good and I enjoyed it.