Obviously it has been some time since I've posted. I wish I could say that I am super busy. I'm not. I really don't have one of those really good reason to not blog. I just find that I'm so bored all of the time. Everything bores me. Reading bores me, typing bores me. The only thing that doesn't seem to bore me is playing mahjongg on facebook, which if you saw how many times I have played that game it would disgust you.
Sometimes I feel like I am the 8 month old. Go here, look at that, get bored with that, pick up a piece of paper, put it to my mouth, no that tastes nasty, put it back on the floor, try it again in hopes it might taste better the second time, what is that a fly? Why is there a fly on my arm? Oh, that's right I was going to clean the house, what's a house? How many numbers are in 3,567,890,998,983,325? Why am I sitting here again? Dinner? Who's cooking dinner and why isn't it done yet? I'm hungry.
Then I'm playing ping-pong with my weight and it's really starting to frustrate me. Honestly I don't eat a lot of crap. I don't eat a gallon of ice cream every night. I exercise, eat whole grains, oatmeal, millet, blueberries, salad, veggies and I still haven't let go of any of this weight. I'm starting to wonder if there is something else happening in my body that I am unaware of. It's really getting me down. Like, seriously getting me down, especially because I am exercising and that's supposed to help right?
Maybe it's because I'm 32, have 4 kids, and found a passion for couponing so maybe buying and eating fruit gushers is the problem, although that was only today that I ate the gushers.
Oh and 'grandma' came to visit, which always makes me onry with myself and makes it harder to think that i am beautiful....
sigh...
4 comments:
I've been over-the-top bored lately, too. And I'm thinking about taking up couponing to fill my time. It's times like this when I wish I lived closer, because at least we could be bored and bitchy TOGETHER!!!
Which Gramma? And just as a little help, I remember 32 and four kids. It is not terribly exciting. I think my most fun was planning a trip to Target...every day. Not even shizzing you. Or making/buying a new outfit/hair accessory for Julia. So I was lucky that my last was a girl, on account of she was my vicarious pleasure. You, my dear, not so lucky to have a boy most recently. I know. Foster shop for a girl in your neighborhood! :):):)
Lisa, the one that stays for a week and makes you want to rip your hair out and yell at everyone even if they are just breathing. Maybe I shall find a neighbor child to adopt, and I so wish we had a target. Just a dumb stupid wallys world that has NOTHING!!!!
Kala, I would love to hang with you. Seriously... why do YOU have to live up THERE? Why can't you live down here by ME? You could come over, we could have lunch, laugh, be bitchy to passerbys...? Oh, and then Eve and Heather could move down here too and we would have loads of fun together.
Perhaps it's time to switch to Farmville and get some friends.
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